It's Alive!

To be a truly unique artist can seem like a curse at times. I used to avoid classifying myself as a singer-songwriter, or even a musician, not merely because I sometimes feel that such titles are pretentious or braggy, but also because I really don't like calling attention to myself. My Frankensteinian 6'8" frame should be explanation enough, but my penchant for composing fringe indie pop songs doesn't help matters either.

However...after years, nay, decades, of self-sabotage and self-loathing, I am pleased to announce that I have come to embrace my unique space in the musical world, and the world at large. I no longer give a shit about how I'm perceived, and I have embraced taking pride in my unique talents. I've also gained the wisdom to know that a state of exaggerated humility is unbecoming of a *true* artist, and ultimately very annoying to any potential listeners. 

Yes, you need a bit of arrogance to acknowledge that you've got the goods, but I always prefer to walk softly and carry a big guitar.


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